275/365 Afraid of the Dark

I am 62 years old and am afraid of the dark.

Unless my eyes are closed I cannot be alone in a dark room and not feel terrified. I know it stems from my teenage love of horror films and maybe only that one film where a ghost’s evil and contorted face pushed out from a wall. I am afraid I might see that if I open my eyes in the dark.

I take many unnecessary steps at night to ensure I am not in a dark room. I turn on one light, walk to the next room, turn on that light then go back and turn off the first light, repeating the steps until I am in my bedroom and close my eyes.

A flashlight (or cell phone) does not help because it only lights up a narrow path. I can, however, read my kindle or cell phone, as long as I don’t look away from the screen.
I am also not nearly as afraid of being outside in the dark as I am of being in a dark room.

7 thoughts on “275/365 Afraid of the Dark

  1. That makes for quite a bit of nuisance effort. Well, I guess most fears do. I’m sure I have something comparable, or nearly so. But right now I’m thinking it’s a blessing I never got into horror films.

  2. Interesting that outside isn’t as bad as inside. I kind of get it…the claustrophic part…but outside has its own stuff.

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